Houston Date Blog

Women are so god damn flaky it pisses me off to no extent. I had gone out with Crystal like 4 times and we had sex like I dunno how many times and she said she really cared about me a lot and blah blah blah then all of a sudden she just stops answering my online messages. I keep messaging her and finally I have to go to where she works and confront her and I still don't get a straight answer from her. I don't know if she met someone new or just got bored of me. It is very confusing and now I am fucking hella pissed off at all women. Women are nothing but a fucking problem. I canceled my membership to the online dating site after this event and I have just been moping around angry for the last two months. I don't think men and women were designed to be together. That or maybe I just have really bad luck when it comes to meeting women.

My friends are trying to convince me that I just have really bad luck. I don't believe them but I promised them I would give this online dating thing one more try before I totally give up on the female race. So sigh here I am, posting on my blog so they can all see. Sorry it has been so long since my last blog entry but I have been very depressed like I said. It is amazing how we as human beings can go from being in a shitty mood overall to such a great mood after we meet someone to quickly and instantly back to being depressed and lonely. I know that I am a very emotional person and I am not sure if I will ever be happy. I either have really bad luck, or I am just destined to be alone. I don't really believe in destiny or any of that other crap so perhaps this is just all karma coming back to bite me in the ass for all the bad shit I did when I was a kid.

Anyways, I am starting fresh on the online dating site. I signed up an hour ago and I have been working on my profile but I am not sure what to say. I can't be totally honest about how I have lost faith in females otherwise girls will be like this guy is hella jaded and useless and they will not respond. The thing is, I am so mad that I can't figure out what the fuck to say. I think I am just going to go in and look at some other guys profiles and then just copy theirs or something. Once I do that, then I am going to draft up a generic message and then send that message to all the girls that I think look hot enough to fuck. Yeah I know I sound like a total douche bag right now, but hey maybe that is exactly what I am. I have been told I have a shitty personality many times in my life and I certainly haven't accomplished anything useful since I have been on this planet. Anyways I will update this blog again soon once I do all this shit and I am talking to some girls again. I hope my mood changes.